Break me up like a chocolate bar:

I just spent the last 30 minutes traumatized by the amount of information I had to memorize by tomorrow...I literally weeped myself to . . . well until I got it down. It was one of the worst feelings in the world [mentally]. I'm not a computer. . . although sometimes I wish I had the memory of a computer . . . [if that makes any sense]. OH and I just realized that I kinda wanna go into liberal studies. . . I kind of wanna teach English abroad. I think it'd be an amazing opportunity and an experience of a life-time....as of NOW, Biology and I are NOT on the same track to success. Siiigh.

Sleepy Sleepless Nights:

I was in the bay area for a week. Did I have fun ? Well of course...why would I not, I always do. Didn't get to ice skate but I did go clubbing. Was it fun? Well of course it was. I am still sore from all the dancing. :] I had a dream about someone I don't know. It was random. . .but I guess all dreams are random. It's been raining for about 3 days now, idk when it's going to stop. I am kind into Y.O.U. but Shinee. Guilty pleasure time . . .yes it's true. Did a surprise birthday party today. . .planned it well...I think. I've been sleeping late and waking up early. Time to fix my sleeping habit. I have school in a few days. SIGH . Goodnight.

Hello Seattle [or PAST]:

You know that Owl City song HELLO SEATTLE. . . idk my original title was gonna be HELLO PAST but HELLO SEATTLE just popped into my head. Hokay, getting to the real reason I'm blogging. I, KATIE XIONG is feeling confused. You know when there's someone you've forgotten or kind of forgotten in your past kind of comes back ... someone you felt kind of close to . . . but is like a million miles away...like that person comes back and you just have these random thoughts in your head like . . . IDK -__- . . . it's hard to let your guard down when you can't . . sigh... I mean I'm sure the person is just being friendly . . [don't wanna think too much about whatever I'm thinking about]. . .but I'm just confused . . . it's not like I don't miss the person . . .I do ...b/c the person was pretty cool...it's just we had LIVES and things just went silent for a while . . . didn't keep in contact at all....[although I think the person had more of a life than I did...I was just busy with work and school.] This is the most unrevealing blog I've ever posted and it got me nowhere . . . I just felt like blogging because I thought I could just let everything out but . . . it's kinda hard sooooo this will be all for now :D
Don't get lost in my forest of words...


ps.
FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!! :DDD

The Jaebeom Syndrom:

I've caught the Park Jaebeom syndrom of hating my own kind [when I'm really pissed off] . . .but I doubt i'll ever get famous so idrc -_-. Why is it that hmong people's biggest dreams are to GET MARRIED. Like other kids are born to become something UH MAY ZING ...fucken hmong kids are made to get married @ age 13 and have 10 kids by age 23. Why is it that hmong parents push their fucken kids to get married SOON before they get too old, too old as in 15+ . . .fuck that and fuck them. Why is it that all old hmong people start to look down on you once you turn 15 and you're NOT MARRIED ... They look even more down on you IF you're married with no children w/i a year. What the fuck is their problem ... learn how to deal with your own shit and stop being fucken nosy. From what I've seen you horny old ladies are only having kids to get fucken money from the fucken government . . .not even for fucken love anymore. Honestly, you say our young minds are corrupted, but look in the mirror hmong folks . . . your minds have been corrupted since the fucken war. Sometimes it's IMPOSSIBLE to get through to old folks ...it's so hard to explain that NO I DON'T WANNA FUCKEN GET MARRIED I WANNA LIVE MY FUCKEN LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO LIVE IT SO STOP ...LIKE SERIOUSLY STOOOOP TRYING TO RUIN THE ONLY YOUNG LIFE THAT I HAVE. Only stupid dumbfucks settle down at the age of 13 . . .stupid horny dumbfucks. That's like a WASTE of your fucken youth. . .eat that shit. -_-

SIIIIIIIIIIGH.

Let me hear your voice:

So I randomly just remember'd that I had a blogspot..WHAT THE FUNK I KNOW. But anyway, the other day I was feeling like a negative a million bux due to my flu-like symptoms and scratchy itchy eyes ears throat and nose . . . so I decided why not go spread the love @ my friend's house :D . . .I didn't get anyone sick thooough ...I had a face mask on. :] I went shopping afterwards w/ my sister and decided I was too tired to go home so I slept @ her house that night @ like 1am and woke-up to my phone ringing @ like 5am [iOBVIOUSLY forgot to turn off my ringer] and saw like 4 messages -__- . . . so then I saw that my sister was partially awake and asked her to toss my phone over and I realized I had LOST MY VOICE . . . you know when boys start hitting puberty and their voice goes up and down ..well it was like that PLUS like...you know when you hear a smoker's voice it's all like old and scratchy ..well add those two up and you've got my attractive voice :]. Anywho . . . finals are over and I'm glad I got sick AFTER the semester ended b/c I feel like shizznizz foshizz. Siiiiigh ..Kt was here :] Take care and stay warm!

What's been going on with I ?

Happy NOVEMBER! AND happy Thanksgiving! Anyway, what's been going on with me ? Lots, little, un-important stuff. Old dude in my bio class tried to get my number, white dude asked my ethnicity then randomly spoke hmong to me. Going to a fob concert in two weeks WOOHOO. Met some pretty cool korean dudes. Friend asked me to join a band she's trying to form ..yaay ... midterms are over .. school's almost done ... i'm still broke BUT life's GREAT! :D I've not much to say anymore ... hope all is well w/ everyone else ... oh AND myspace told me ROBIN KIM JUST TURNED 17!!!! OOOH MYYY GOOOOOOD!!! THE WORLD ISN'T GOING TO END NOW YAY!

Fashion show crisis, weirdos in line:

Hello one, two, and three. Fashion show was a buzzkill . . .LIIIIKE...the announcer screwed everything up so we were all shocked so me and Ricky were like planning everything out before we were up and then I went up and almost fell off the stage and walk-way and then it was LAAME. . .oh well :] .. and then like the night before I had a really badluck dream ABOUT the show ...and so maybe THAT'S WHY it turned out so greasy [if you know what i mean -_-]. Anyway, Liz n I were standing in line to get drinks and there was these group of guys standing infront of us like they were in line too but they weren't moving and so I asked one of the guys if they were in line and HE DOESN'T EVEN ANSWER MY QUESTION ... all he said was "what's your name" and the whole time I was like "okay we're gonna go first" he's just asking "where are you guys from" "are you guys single" "blah blah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" ... I wanted to sucker punch him. . . anyway we got our drinks :D

NUFF' SAID FOR TODAY. I'm off. GOOOOOOD DAAAAAE.