Break me up like a chocolate bar:

I just spent the last 30 minutes traumatized by the amount of information I had to memorize by tomorrow...I literally weeped myself to . . . well until I got it down. It was one of the worst feelings in the world [mentally]. I'm not a computer. . . although sometimes I wish I had the memory of a computer . . . [if that makes any sense]. OH and I just realized that I kinda wanna go into liberal studies. . . I kind of wanna teach English abroad. I think it'd be an amazing opportunity and an experience of a life-time....as of NOW, Biology and I are NOT on the same track to success. Siiigh.