Bad Dreams:

Bad dreams lead to:

-waking up at 4 in the morning
-neck cramps
-facebook games
-an empty [i think i have a whole in my stomach.] stomach
-painful eye sockets.

Having a dream about your cousin shooting himself in the head isn't really the most pleasant dream. Especially when everything seemed almost as though it were real. *Sigh ... so since there really isn't anything to do at the moment ... since it's 5 already ... I figure WHY NOT BLOG ABOUT IT. I think I've caught the Seung Bug. I've been having horrible sleeping patterns and waking up around this time isn't helping much. I don't know which brain cell triggers what up there but I really don't want to dream about this kind of stuff EVER AGAIN.

Can/Can't Sleep:

Stomach flu is keeping me up. I'm TIRED. This sickness is so random ... everyone have a good nights rest ...

Blah:

I've been having like miscellaneous thoughts lately ... I really don't know why. It's gotten me all like ... out of it. It's unclear as to why they pop up ... they just do ... sometimes I'll think about random stuff like ... being gone forever ... or like sometimes my mind just shuts off and i'll feel really weird/different ... I don't think it's depression. Honestly if it IS, iCRAZAAAY. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed ... I just moved back, school is in a week, I found out someone died, my uncle's 5 month death anniversary is coming up, my cousin took off in the middle of the night, my mom is sick ... and then Im just scared of like EVERYTHING ... so many WHAT IFS ... and blank thoughts. I just don't feel like myself atm and there's really no reason why Im like this ... these thoughts seem to NEVER GO AWAY.


ps. ROBIN KIM HATE ME NOW ... I really think you should. If there's no reason, I'll give you a reason.

Dear Blog:

I went to [ ] Beach today. I won't say the name..since this is a public blog ... or at least I chose to display my blog publicly. But anyway, the crazy thing about this beach is ... it's kind of disgusting ... and I use kind of because it's not THAT bad ... but as I walked towards the shoreline I saw two dead seals there...one of em' had it's head decapitated and seagulls were picking at em' ... it was pretty sad ... for the seals and for that beach. No one really cared enough to remove the two dead seals ... the smell was baaaaad. Anyway, reason why we stuck around was because of the scenery, was beautiful... so were the cliffs.

STORY NUMBER 2.

Fireworks @ Great America:



Took a random picture with my camera phone and got the smiley face. Which means "DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!" -Tim's Fish Song :]


LASTLY:

Don't trust ALL AUTOMATIC DOORS. Some of them don't open. Like the one I walked into today. My nose hurts. I think me getting darker isn't because of the sun...i think my face is just bruised. -_____-

No Title: Random Rants

1. First of all..let me just tell u a story about my day..well..PART of my day. I went the mall in Daly City. IDK what it's called so I'm just gonna say THE MALL, and I walk into forever21...as I curiously wandered around looking at the merchandise I find myself amused by this little black girl walking around singing "GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY...[INSTERT KOREAN LYRICS HERE]" and my eyes suddenly went O_O...I couldn't believe my EARS, so I did what was most appropriate then, I followed her around. YES I KNOW VERY APPROPRIATE :D...and YES INDEED she was singing that song...and then I finally realized that there were other people in the store so I STOPPED.

2. Booby Field Test: B-Cup vs. D-Cup
-Success Rate: 100% successful
-Date: Sometime in late July
B-Cup= -_- D-Cup= O_O [heeey baby]

Explanation: Put on a D-cup bra and walked around the park to see what would happen. OH BOY WAS IT FUN :D. Got a few stares and turned a few heads, but none of em' looked @ my face.

Outcome: Men/Guys/Boys like bigger boobies; your waste looks a few inches smaller w/ bigger boobs. Bigger boobs don't look good in tees or vnecks. :]

3. I drank some Canada Dry Green Tea Ginger Ale today. It was LOVELY.

4. I've always wondered if I could spend the rest of my entire life w/ ONE PERSON. I mean marriage is a HUGE commitment...how do people do it. Maybe I'm too young to understand or maybe I'll never understand...or maybe I just haven't been in-love enough to know the feeling.

5. Boyfriends are fun sometimes ... RIGHT?! I mean sometimes it's fun to know that you have someone there, and sometimes you're like...AH FUCK IT...I WANNA BE SINGLE AND HAVE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN. I go back and forth. idky. But at some point I'm going to have to stick to one of em' for a while. :D



*PEACE SIGN

A million years later:

Not rly, but I haven't been really updating my blog so I thought I should since I woke up freaking early with nothing to do. Anyway, I've been here and there, out and about lately and kind of lazy so I haven't touched this for like few weeks. Geeze, what to say. I went to the beach the other day..was a nice day to go..but I've got the worse tan in the world now..All I'm sayin' is DO NOT WEAR GLADIATOR SLIPPERS TO THE BEACH. :D Yesterday night Liz n I were hungry so we decided to bake a pizza and then we wanted noodles so we made some...and then we wanted rice w/ the noodles..heres where it gets interesting. I told liz to make rice and when she opened up the rice cooker BOOM brown left over from a week ago rice was still in there with oozing brown liquid and it smelled like sour milk and fart. IT WAS DISGUSTING -____- ... you shud have seen our faces and the bathroom because we couldn't hold it in AT ALL...but anyway..one of the main reasons why I'm posting is because XYHAE TOLD ME I NEED AN UPDATE. So if president #2 said so...i'm guessing IM GONNA HAFTA.

ps.
nomo videos for a while...I think I got served with Tommy's dance last time. O_O