Break me up like a chocolate bar:

I just spent the last 30 minutes traumatized by the amount of information I had to memorize by tomorrow...I literally weeped myself to . . . well until I got it down. It was one of the worst feelings in the world [mentally]. I'm not a computer. . . although sometimes I wish I had the memory of a computer . . . [if that makes any sense]. OH and I just realized that I kinda wanna go into liberal studies. . . I kind of wanna teach English abroad. I think it'd be an amazing opportunity and an experience of a life-time....as of NOW, Biology and I are NOT on the same track to success. Siiigh.

Sleepy Sleepless Nights:

I was in the bay area for a week. Did I have fun ? Well of course...why would I not, I always do. Didn't get to ice skate but I did go clubbing. Was it fun? Well of course it was. I am still sore from all the dancing. :] I had a dream about someone I don't know. It was random. . .but I guess all dreams are random. It's been raining for about 3 days now, idk when it's going to stop. I am kind into Y.O.U. but Shinee. Guilty pleasure time . . .yes it's true. Did a surprise birthday party today. . .planned it well...I think. I've been sleeping late and waking up early. Time to fix my sleeping habit. I have school in a few days. SIGH . Goodnight.

Hello Seattle [or PAST]:

You know that Owl City song HELLO SEATTLE. . . idk my original title was gonna be HELLO PAST but HELLO SEATTLE just popped into my head. Hokay, getting to the real reason I'm blogging. I, KATIE XIONG is feeling confused. You know when there's someone you've forgotten or kind of forgotten in your past kind of comes back ... someone you felt kind of close to . . . but is like a million miles away...like that person comes back and you just have these random thoughts in your head like . . . IDK -__- . . . it's hard to let your guard down when you can't . . sigh... I mean I'm sure the person is just being friendly . . [don't wanna think too much about whatever I'm thinking about]. . .but I'm just confused . . . it's not like I don't miss the person . . .I do ...b/c the person was pretty cool...it's just we had LIVES and things just went silent for a while . . . didn't keep in contact at all....[although I think the person had more of a life than I did...I was just busy with work and school.] This is the most unrevealing blog I've ever posted and it got me nowhere . . . I just felt like blogging because I thought I could just let everything out but . . . it's kinda hard sooooo this will be all for now :D
Don't get lost in my forest of words...


ps.
FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!! :DDD