The Jaebeom Syndrom:

I've caught the Park Jaebeom syndrom of hating my own kind [when I'm really pissed off] . . .but I doubt i'll ever get famous so idrc -_-. Why is it that hmong people's biggest dreams are to GET MARRIED. Like other kids are born to become something UH MAY ZING ...fucken hmong kids are made to get married @ age 13 and have 10 kids by age 23. Why is it that hmong parents push their fucken kids to get married SOON before they get too old, too old as in 15+ . . .fuck that and fuck them. Why is it that all old hmong people start to look down on you once you turn 15 and you're NOT MARRIED ... They look even more down on you IF you're married with no children w/i a year. What the fuck is their problem ... learn how to deal with your own shit and stop being fucken nosy. From what I've seen you horny old ladies are only having kids to get fucken money from the fucken government . . .not even for fucken love anymore. Honestly, you say our young minds are corrupted, but look in the mirror hmong folks . . . your minds have been corrupted since the fucken war. Sometimes it's IMPOSSIBLE to get through to old folks ...it's so hard to explain that NO I DON'T WANNA FUCKEN GET MARRIED I WANNA LIVE MY FUCKEN LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO LIVE IT SO STOP ...LIKE SERIOUSLY STOOOOP TRYING TO RUIN THE ONLY YOUNG LIFE THAT I HAVE. Only stupid dumbfucks settle down at the age of 13 . . .stupid horny dumbfucks. That's like a WASTE of your fucken youth. . .eat that shit. -_-

SIIIIIIIIIIGH.

Let me hear your voice:

So I randomly just remember'd that I had a blogspot..WHAT THE FUNK I KNOW. But anyway, the other day I was feeling like a negative a million bux due to my flu-like symptoms and scratchy itchy eyes ears throat and nose . . . so I decided why not go spread the love @ my friend's house :D . . .I didn't get anyone sick thooough ...I had a face mask on. :] I went shopping afterwards w/ my sister and decided I was too tired to go home so I slept @ her house that night @ like 1am and woke-up to my phone ringing @ like 5am [iOBVIOUSLY forgot to turn off my ringer] and saw like 4 messages -__- . . . so then I saw that my sister was partially awake and asked her to toss my phone over and I realized I had LOST MY VOICE . . . you know when boys start hitting puberty and their voice goes up and down ..well it was like that PLUS like...you know when you hear a smoker's voice it's all like old and scratchy ..well add those two up and you've got my attractive voice :]. Anywho . . . finals are over and I'm glad I got sick AFTER the semester ended b/c I feel like shizznizz foshizz. Siiiiigh ..Kt was here :] Take care and stay warm!

What's been going on with I ?

Happy NOVEMBER! AND happy Thanksgiving! Anyway, what's been going on with me ? Lots, little, un-important stuff. Old dude in my bio class tried to get my number, white dude asked my ethnicity then randomly spoke hmong to me. Going to a fob concert in two weeks WOOHOO. Met some pretty cool korean dudes. Friend asked me to join a band she's trying to form ..yaay ... midterms are over .. school's almost done ... i'm still broke BUT life's GREAT! :D I've not much to say anymore ... hope all is well w/ everyone else ... oh AND myspace told me ROBIN KIM JUST TURNED 17!!!! OOOH MYYY GOOOOOOD!!! THE WORLD ISN'T GOING TO END NOW YAY!

Fashion show crisis, weirdos in line:

Hello one, two, and three. Fashion show was a buzzkill . . .LIIIIKE...the announcer screwed everything up so we were all shocked so me and Ricky were like planning everything out before we were up and then I went up and almost fell off the stage and walk-way and then it was LAAME. . .oh well :] .. and then like the night before I had a really badluck dream ABOUT the show ...and so maybe THAT'S WHY it turned out so greasy [if you know what i mean -_-]. Anyway, Liz n I were standing in line to get drinks and there was these group of guys standing infront of us like they were in line too but they weren't moving and so I asked one of the guys if they were in line and HE DOESN'T EVEN ANSWER MY QUESTION ... all he said was "what's your name" and the whole time I was like "okay we're gonna go first" he's just asking "where are you guys from" "are you guys single" "blah blah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah" ... I wanted to sucker punch him. . . anyway we got our drinks :D

NUFF' SAID FOR TODAY. I'm off. GOOOOOOD DAAAAAE.

I'm Alive:

Yeah so I've been drowning myself in books, numbers, and equations ... BUT I'M ALIIIIVE ... for now ... I got an 80 on my fucken trig test and like ... I felt like I won EVERY AWARD IN THE EFFING WORLD .. Culture/Fashion show is in A WEEK ... I need to start practicing in my heels b4 I trip and fall on my face ....and TRUST ME .. I've been having WAAY TOO MANY nose bleeds lately ...from "UNEXPECTED DELIVERIES" .. Gotta go practice tomorrow with my partner and it's gonna be HOT AND BORING -_- ... my stomach was growling earlier and so I told it to be quiet and my mother walks up to me and hands me 10 bux tells me to get myself a sandwhich or something ... I was too lazy to go so I haven't ate since 3 ... and now I want that sandwhich. You know when u have really dried lips ... and they crack...and then peel..and then bleed a little ...that's how mine are right now ... :D HAPPY OCTOBER 3RD DAY.


p.s.
My cousin is doing okay now ... crazy heart murmurs ..

Conversation OVERDOSE:

I just noticed nobody blogs anymore ... so I felt like I should. I feel like I'm on top of the world right now ..it's like UH-MAY-ZING. I'm on top of my school work ... I have money in the bank .. I payed all my bills ..my friends love me ...my family loves me..and then BOOM..it's like ..."ALL FALL DOWN"... my cousin is in the hospital due to heart problems ..he's 19 turning 20 this month. It's a bit sad ... he's at the peak of his 20s and like THIS happens. I didn't get a chance to see him yet but my brothers went and they said he's up and talking ... due to low potassium and dehydration, and also b/c his heart isn't functioning very well, his blood circulation is like very irregular and doctors are afraid he's gonna get blood clots around his arms and legs so they've rapped em' up. I'M SHOCKED..it's hard to imagine. Test results haven't come back yet but I HOPE it's nothing life threatening .. too much has happened already this year ..no more.

Anyway, on the brighter side of things..I'M DONE WITH MY HW FOR THE WEEK. YAY FOR KT. Thank you ...and goodnight.

Katie SPEAKS:

090409: My niece told me her butt talked when she farted -2 years old.

Thursday: The other day I almost broke my tongue trying to pronounce a japanese dude's name ...it was hardcore stuff. -_-

Horrible Day:

How do you get hangovers w/o drinking the night before ? Apparently that's how I felt all day ... LIKE SHIT. So, this morning drove to school ... parking was HELL. Drove around for parking for an hour ... NOTHING. Even carpool was all taken. I had to go park at the other parking lot FAR ACROSS CAMPUS ...SUPER FAR frm my class ...[good thing I went early..not time to study tho -_-] came back after class ... waited for my sister to get out of her class ... drove back to the other parking lot to find parking and wait for her ...STILL NO PARKING. Everything's just been chaotic due to the increase of students this year ... the school needs to make more parking space for students and LESS for FACULTY. blah...

Bad Dreams:

Bad dreams lead to:

-waking up at 4 in the morning
-neck cramps
-facebook games
-an empty [i think i have a whole in my stomach.] stomach
-painful eye sockets.

Having a dream about your cousin shooting himself in the head isn't really the most pleasant dream. Especially when everything seemed almost as though it were real. *Sigh ... so since there really isn't anything to do at the moment ... since it's 5 already ... I figure WHY NOT BLOG ABOUT IT. I think I've caught the Seung Bug. I've been having horrible sleeping patterns and waking up around this time isn't helping much. I don't know which brain cell triggers what up there but I really don't want to dream about this kind of stuff EVER AGAIN.

Can/Can't Sleep:

Stomach flu is keeping me up. I'm TIRED. This sickness is so random ... everyone have a good nights rest ...

Blah:

I've been having like miscellaneous thoughts lately ... I really don't know why. It's gotten me all like ... out of it. It's unclear as to why they pop up ... they just do ... sometimes I'll think about random stuff like ... being gone forever ... or like sometimes my mind just shuts off and i'll feel really weird/different ... I don't think it's depression. Honestly if it IS, iCRAZAAAY. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed ... I just moved back, school is in a week, I found out someone died, my uncle's 5 month death anniversary is coming up, my cousin took off in the middle of the night, my mom is sick ... and then Im just scared of like EVERYTHING ... so many WHAT IFS ... and blank thoughts. I just don't feel like myself atm and there's really no reason why Im like this ... these thoughts seem to NEVER GO AWAY.


ps. ROBIN KIM HATE ME NOW ... I really think you should. If there's no reason, I'll give you a reason.

Dear Blog:

I went to [ ] Beach today. I won't say the name..since this is a public blog ... or at least I chose to display my blog publicly. But anyway, the crazy thing about this beach is ... it's kind of disgusting ... and I use kind of because it's not THAT bad ... but as I walked towards the shoreline I saw two dead seals there...one of em' had it's head decapitated and seagulls were picking at em' ... it was pretty sad ... for the seals and for that beach. No one really cared enough to remove the two dead seals ... the smell was baaaaad. Anyway, reason why we stuck around was because of the scenery, was beautiful... so were the cliffs.

STORY NUMBER 2.

Fireworks @ Great America:



Took a random picture with my camera phone and got the smiley face. Which means "DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!" -Tim's Fish Song :]


LASTLY:

Don't trust ALL AUTOMATIC DOORS. Some of them don't open. Like the one I walked into today. My nose hurts. I think me getting darker isn't because of the sun...i think my face is just bruised. -_____-

No Title: Random Rants

1. First of all..let me just tell u a story about my day..well..PART of my day. I went the mall in Daly City. IDK what it's called so I'm just gonna say THE MALL, and I walk into forever21...as I curiously wandered around looking at the merchandise I find myself amused by this little black girl walking around singing "GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY...[INSTERT KOREAN LYRICS HERE]" and my eyes suddenly went O_O...I couldn't believe my EARS, so I did what was most appropriate then, I followed her around. YES I KNOW VERY APPROPRIATE :D...and YES INDEED she was singing that song...and then I finally realized that there were other people in the store so I STOPPED.

2. Booby Field Test: B-Cup vs. D-Cup
-Success Rate: 100% successful
-Date: Sometime in late July
B-Cup= -_- D-Cup= O_O [heeey baby]

Explanation: Put on a D-cup bra and walked around the park to see what would happen. OH BOY WAS IT FUN :D. Got a few stares and turned a few heads, but none of em' looked @ my face.

Outcome: Men/Guys/Boys like bigger boobies; your waste looks a few inches smaller w/ bigger boobs. Bigger boobs don't look good in tees or vnecks. :]

3. I drank some Canada Dry Green Tea Ginger Ale today. It was LOVELY.

4. I've always wondered if I could spend the rest of my entire life w/ ONE PERSON. I mean marriage is a HUGE commitment...how do people do it. Maybe I'm too young to understand or maybe I'll never understand...or maybe I just haven't been in-love enough to know the feeling.

5. Boyfriends are fun sometimes ... RIGHT?! I mean sometimes it's fun to know that you have someone there, and sometimes you're like...AH FUCK IT...I WANNA BE SINGLE AND HAVE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN. I go back and forth. idky. But at some point I'm going to have to stick to one of em' for a while. :D



*PEACE SIGN

A million years later:

Not rly, but I haven't been really updating my blog so I thought I should since I woke up freaking early with nothing to do. Anyway, I've been here and there, out and about lately and kind of lazy so I haven't touched this for like few weeks. Geeze, what to say. I went to the beach the other day..was a nice day to go..but I've got the worse tan in the world now..All I'm sayin' is DO NOT WEAR GLADIATOR SLIPPERS TO THE BEACH. :D Yesterday night Liz n I were hungry so we decided to bake a pizza and then we wanted noodles so we made some...and then we wanted rice w/ the noodles..heres where it gets interesting. I told liz to make rice and when she opened up the rice cooker BOOM brown left over from a week ago rice was still in there with oozing brown liquid and it smelled like sour milk and fart. IT WAS DISGUSTING -____- ... you shud have seen our faces and the bathroom because we couldn't hold it in AT ALL...but anyway..one of the main reasons why I'm posting is because XYHAE TOLD ME I NEED AN UPDATE. So if president #2 said so...i'm guessing IM GONNA HAFTA.

ps.
nomo videos for a while...I think I got served with Tommy's dance last time. O_O

I LUFF this kid seriously lol:

TommyLam sux sooooo much it's almost like..awesome. He can't even do the HAND MOVEMENTS when rappings hahahaha.

KTrap
by iamsosocool

Calling TommyL out:

Just thought I'd share it on my blog. Enjoi.

tommylam

MY LIP FUCK!

iWOKE up today w/ a swollen lip.
My bottom lip is lame -_-




iWAITED in line for 2.5 hours to turn in my resume and application
for forever21. I BETTER ..or iHOPE i get the job..
It's 105 degrees today. HOT AND LAME. Im going back 2morrow.
ALREADY. :[

Favorite Dumplings:

I have this favorite dumplings place that I always go to whenever I feel like some dumplings that's located in the city right...but i just realized now that I've NEVER read the name of the little restaurant..and I'm telling you this place is SMALL..but there's ALWAYS A LINE next to the pink to go boxes that are stacked up on one side..it's a great place..I always order their potstickers and their shrimp dumplings. That's all I get..although I have tried most of their menu already...but I still stick to my two favs. Anyway just thought I'd share some of my favorite foods :]

Mexican Dinner:

Dinner and No Movie: Yesterday night I had a really good Mexican Dinner. There we bbq'd the steak and chicken and made home made tortillas and salsa. The couple of that house is probably in their late 40s to early 50s but they're probably the coolest folks in THE WORLD. Haha..the husband goes.."lets listen to some rap..." and all of a sudden you hear "LETS ALL GET HIGH TONIGHT" hahhaha..and then he was telling me how much he liked Ja Rule b/c of his voice....it was pretty epic. Anyway..went everywhere yesterday..I had to go to a photo store w/ my sister to learn how to set up the lighting for today and then we went to the city into another photo store to get a flash...and the traffic was CRAZAAAY...I took a a few pictures just for the hells of it b/c traffic jams are a bitch. -_-

Short little message:

TAKWPYA.

:D


Today Robin Kim sent me a picture of his future baby. Boy oh boy does he/she have a thick eyebrow. He is so nice. He is such a kind person >__< Have a good night everyone.

RobinKim gets p[o]wned: And Franko and Robin again:

Robin Kim sent me two hilarious pictures I almost choked
on my cereal. He so funny. -_-
If Robin Kim ever beats me in this game just once..he'll never let it go.
That's just how he is. And im totally in for a IM THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE
WORLD I PWNED YOU OHIMNOTONLINE. -_-
Robin Kim is afraid I will pedostalk him when I go to LA. But I wouldn't even
do if for a in and out cheese burger w/ onions.
Robin Kim you know I only diss you b/c I don't like you.... xP
Robin Kim Im a lefty...what r u?




Rest in Peace Franko...I guess god had his reasons for taking you so soon..
Another case of gone too young.

______________________________________________________________________


By me :]





robink1 July 08, 2009 2:35 PM

LMAO. You're too good.

Do you know how it feels to challenge someone and lose?

AND KEEP LOSING?

haha







-I think he's Butt hurt.

TommyL wanted a Fansign:

Well. Im not really a fan of his. But he WANTED ONE.
[You must click on the picture to view the whole thing.]

Minor Food Poisoning:

So yesterday I was eating a nice juicy fuji apple..and then as I got closer to the core it started to get more brown and smelly..and I realized I was eating a rotten apple..and then I got more hungry and so I made myself a salad..just straight up lettuce and cucumber b/c I didn't feel like cooking chicken..and as I was eating the lettuce it started to smell weird and taste funny...so I figured I was
eating rotten lettuce too...and then 2 or 3 hours later..my stomach started to feel like something kicked me in the stomach..and I figured it was the stupid food I ate that my sister doesn't know how to throw out...and I fail @ detecting rotten food too.. sooooooooo...I drank some pepto bismo and that didn't seem to last very long..so I forced myself to sleep...and it was worth it b/c i feel GREAT today. kind of... Food poisoning sux. I thought I was gonna pass out or something man. okay that's all.

The little ones:

I miss the nieces and nephew!

Yesterday:

HELLO.
Yesterday was a good indie dae. Uh went to a really nice house to go bbq up in hills of San Fran. The view was nice..and so were the people. Came home at around 8:30..was gonna go watch the fireworks but there's too many tourists around this time of the year...so I knocked out for an hour and woke up thinking it was TODAY. Well..happy July 5th, day after the 4th. I am tired like hey-yo and just bumming around not wanting to write this damn essay. But i am a effing genius procrastinator. I can definitely finish this paper by tomorrow evening...even IF i've only read like half of the book :D My cousin's coming this saturday. Good..San Bruno was getting kind of dead. :] Have a good dae.

Korean Bbq and Public Laundromats:

I went to lunch @ this korea bbq place..and all of a sudden a whole buncha authentic korean tourists come in.....anyway..it wasn't all that great...no WOW for me. I still fail to find a GOOD korean restaurant. Then I did public laundry for the FIRST TIME EVER. It was boring...started to eavesdrop on two little half asians talk about who's more asian. Got bored so got some starbucks and went to the little mexican supermarket to get a snack. Didn't feel like writing today..but i was on here so i guess i shud...

Robinkim is a FAKE.

Interview w/ the vampire:

Well...not rly..so I had my FIRST INTERVIEW OF THE SUMMER today.
Wooah. All in all it wasn't THAT bad. I'd rank myself 6.5 out of 10...because I kept
shaking my leg...and I stuttered a few times..DAMMIT! My heart is still beating..
and I feel like iSHUD puke or something...at least it's over with.

This sun is making me awfully tired. Tomorrow friday. FINALLY.
I really need to get myself a nice looking messenger bag. I hate that arm thing
I have. -____-
Journeys isn't hiring. WOW
no1 cares for employees these days. DAMMIT.

E.T. + RobinKim=Love

okay this is the coolest E.T. illustration i have ever seen in my life. Except he's just not green. Anyway..robinkim was nice today...and iALMOST fell out of a chair..that im not even sitting in...and he told me he met this really cute asian girl in his class but he thinks she doesn't like him ...he's afraid of rejection..and she's shy...aaww..summer love..


Juduk..and im guessing his last name is Lee..b/c
every korean's last name is either Lee or Kim..drew
the E.T. picture . Thought I'd give him some props.
Because im a cool blogger like that. Until next time.

SURFERS FROM SANTA CRUZ 062909:

Gnarly.

Tired:

So my little ones left today.. [the nieces] and iALREADY miss them so. :[
Anyway..Went to go eat some belly good icecream crepaaays..YUUUUM..it was
GOOOD...got some lovely pictures for everyone...just b/c they turned the ice cream
into like cute little bear faces...like ive eaten here a lot! And this is the first
time i've seen the faces..so ..im guessing IT'S NEW! :D
<---you see that cute looking thing..YEP THAT'S RIGHT.
But iJUST got back from the effing tan foran mall..n like
we had to take a detour b/c it was closing so like my sister,
nieces n iWENT on this epic stairway journey to find the
damn car...omg...we went thru like 50 staircases..haha..
and then FINALLY...we found the level...and the car! Woooah!! Im so not really tired...iTHINK iWILL post my
surfer pictures up...im a really picture taker...hahaha.

Santa Cruz:

Tried to get a tan today @ the beach..
FAILED.. -__-

Boardwalk was nice...brought back random memories..
And then my friend texts me n says he's comin' next month!!
Haven't seen him since summer 07!!

I had a "fly" bothering me all day though... -_-
he's 35 and is still getting tutor'd to prepare
for the SATs. <--wow.

Because iWAS forced to by RobinKim:

I felt pretty homesick today...i just miss everyone....randomly.

Pride, Thrifting, Transformers:

First of all let me just start off with Robin Kim. He said he'd comment me EVERY DAY...
or EVERY TIME I HAD A NEW BLOG..so I made this for him...aawwww.. -__- pshhshh..
Okay..
So I went to the Pride Parade today in SF..and it was COLORFUL..a lot of energy..and
really effing hot. Got a picture w/ an old sparkly guy...he was cute. ..but the best part..
MALE STRIPPERS! They were sessaaay... :D
Afterwards went thrifting for stuff...found a cute skirt and a cute blazer..and then went
to eat and went to go watch Transformers..it was..UH-MAY-ZING. Great movie..not
a cent wasted...my day was good..job hunting is getting better...yaay..but yeah...since
Robin Kim wanted to read about my every day life so much....he better come and comment.
:D

Just keedang.
iHAVE no friends yet. -__-