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I've been having like miscellaneous thoughts lately ... I really don't know why. It's gotten me all like ... out of it. It's unclear as to why they pop up ... they just do ... sometimes I'll think about random stuff like ... being gone forever ... or like sometimes my mind just shuts off and i'll feel really weird/different ... I don't think it's depression. Honestly if it IS, iCRAZAAAY. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed ... I just moved back, school is in a week, I found out someone died, my uncle's 5 month death anniversary is coming up, my cousin took off in the middle of the night, my mom is sick ... and then Im just scared of like EVERYTHING ... so many WHAT IFS ... and blank thoughts. I just don't feel like myself atm and there's really no reason why Im like this ... these thoughts seem to NEVER GO AWAY.


ps. ROBIN KIM HATE ME NOW ... I really think you should. If there's no reason, I'll give you a reason.